Yesterday i had a wonderful night because i feel that god is touching my spirit and not only me, but almost everyone in the hall! Every single word voiced out from the preach of Pastor si tu wei nan is reminding and open up my inner heart which has been closed for very long period. The hope is still here! The chances for the change is still here! The chances for reborn is still here! But, don't wait until it is too late! As what Pastor si tu wei nan had experienced, it is terrible when people tells me that it is too late! What if God is telling me this??!! When it is time for the end of the world, everything will be too late and it is meaningless to be regretful. Choose it when i have options which the option must be with god's will.
I don't even know what will happen in next second! So, what i can do is to be well prepared as the front-line army of our Lord! Praise the Lord! I need to have faith on God, testify the Lord throughout my whole life, and ensure holy spirit is with me always! Do it not just today, but forever! Oh lord, i need your strength and guidance so that i won't keep stepping backwards and forwards continuously in my life like i'm dancing cha cha or playing roller coaster. I want to revamp my life and keep maintaining my Christianity life.
I hope that every time i receive your words through the preaching, it will not only renew my Christianity life, but it will improve my Christianity life as well. I hope that it is not a short period of passionate, but it will keep growing and more and more until i see your face!
I wish you could touch my inner heart, my spirit everyday so that i can experience your presence, so that i can know you more, so that i can understand you more and more and more. Please don't stop using me in your kingdom! When i walk away from you, please stop me and get me back to the right path! When i try to do something against you, please stop me from hurting you! When i'm in the state of unbalance, balance me with your own words. Let me have the eager on your words! Let me have the eager to share the gospel to others especially my family! Let me have the eager on you! Stop me from addicted to the darkness! Stop me from hating people! Stop me from complaining the unsatisfied! Stop me from staying in a comfort zone! Stop me from doing nothing! Stop me from being a forever observer!
I'm still in learning stage... Live in Jesus name!! Please be in my life!! Amen..
Gambateh!!!
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